First Month, First Negative
Exactly a month (by date) since my last post, only to say that it wasn’t our time. I have had a lot of emotions but underneath them, I realize that this reproductive system God installed in my body will only work when He wants it to, so I give up control. I handed it over to God this morning. I will hand it over to Him every morning, anew, so I won’t keep my grubby little hands on even a corner, pinching to hold on for dear life. Nope. I don’t want the responsibility of making this work. I don’t know how it works (really, I mean, I didn’t design human reproduction) so who better to submit to than the Creator of Everything?
Oh, yeah, and since sooooo many of my girlfriends (and they all seem to be gettting pregnant these days) won’t take my word for it: